day dream

turns out so far this week has been really good.
Im gatting some close friends..
like actual people. People that know what Im talking about.
..What a day dream..


I made that last night

I wouldent have it anyother way.


I look..

pretty

I went to GR for a birthday party, She was turning 21...So every one headed to the bars..all but

Im the last person in the group I'v been hanging out with for about a year to turn 21. Good thing I used most of my money not on booze but Crags Cruisers.
I ended everything with Brandon. He hates me. Im not happy with myself and Im making him all fucked up.
Jeff said some pretty good stuff last night, then Ducky put it all together,
I thought about doing a match.com thing or some just too see what would happen."umm I have nothing going for me, Im 19."
Sounds prefect.



"Whats that word when someone try's something and doesn't make it?"

Im putting a ap in at Perkins and Hot Topic.
Im getting told I have potential.. now the hard part,
Im going to Kendell. to see if I really need drawing.
I fucking suck. Im sticking to stick people.
I hate me pictures. Dont ask me why I think this way.
my brain just does it. I do like some.
I just really hate what people want.
ahahaha!
Turns out Im doing what I finally wanted to do, and absolutely dont care when anyone thinks.
I take that back..not was I wanted to do what I need to do.

damn life sucks.
Im a bad writer.
Get off my back.